The storm raged for hours, rain lashing against the windows, wind fierce and loud, us safe inside, tucked up in bed. In the morning the landscape had changed.
Such a beautiful and heartbreaking read. What a privilege it is for Easkey to have you as her mum! Though I know the weight of it must feel so heavy. You will find a way that works for you all- I hope it comes so so quickly xx
I love your writing, this one was quite personal. I’m also T1D and have been for 14 years and counting… as T1Ds, we have an excellent support network and although the diagnosis is rough and can be rocky getting to grips with it all, I can say that once your storm settles, the joy of food, a full and exciting life is still very much possible. Sending love and support to you and yours!
Hi Ciara I just wanted to say that your words have perfectly and painfully and beautifully captured such a difficult moment I’m sure for your family. Your story has really resonated with me as this year my baby girl has been diagnosed with severe food allergies after having an anaphylactic shock. As a family who love food and cooking almost as much as you it has been a hard adjustment where meals have become anxiety fuelled and I have also had to turn to processed foods and out of season groceries which felt totally wrong to me. We do what we can in the tricky moment to get through it but I have no doubt you’ll find a path that works for you and your family. Wishing you all the best xxx
Thank you so much Niamh and huge hugs to you too in a scary and difficult time. Just hoping the rawness and strangeness passes soon and we can get on with our new way x
You will adjust. It’ll take time and research (there are definitely other, more sustainable and healthier ways to manage this) the information is out there.
Take your time with these feelings and don’t overload on information.
Keep getting in nature, helps with the processing.
Ciara _ I am so sorry !! All that wonderful food and care and still this. My late hubby had type 1 and if you ever want a chat I'd love to share -the whole foods, unprocessed are still valuable and there is lots of research on high protein diets. But know you are only coping with the shock and what sounds like a very traditional medical approach if they are talking about Coca Cola etc . They have helped you diagnose and had a role -I am sure you will find your own way after that. Lovely piece again -and of course heart felt x
Challenging times for you and your family Ciara. Yet I feel you will persevere - you have beloved family, what a blessed mum, supportive friends, resilience and vision. Keep going, keep believing and take care. Be gentle with yourself.
I’m in awe of how you can capture moments like these in your writing, it feels like I’m sitting there with you through it all. Your family is the perfect support for Easkey and she is the strongest, bravest little girl I know. You’ve got this 🩷
Ciara, I read your most recent post and realised I had missed something so came back to this. I am so sorry to read this. What an unwelcome visitor you now have to accommodate. I will be thinking of you as you feel into all those hard places and make maps for the road ahead. With a lot of love xxx
My heart aches for what you are going through with your little girl. I’m sure the situation feels even harder, when the medical advice and protocols conflict so profoundly with the way you and your family live and eat.
Hopefully as time goes on, you’ll figure out the best way forward for your little one. Sending much support and light for the days ahead.
Oh Ciara, so much love to you. What grace and generosity you bring to your writing, and to being Easkey’s magical mum.
Your blog has really encouraged me to dedicate more time to reading, currently it’s Wintering by Katherine May. Xxx
‘Life meanders like a path through the woods. We have seasons when we flourish and seasons when the leaves fall from us revealing our bare bones. Given time, they grow again’
The emotion in your writing is so beautiful and raw ❤️ our little Easkey is fierce, brave, resilient and kind, she gets that from you, with you guiding her this storm will settle, you will find your way but know we are here by your side. Love you x
Such a beautiful and heartbreaking read. What a privilege it is for Easkey to have you as her mum! Though I know the weight of it must feel so heavy. You will find a way that works for you all- I hope it comes so so quickly xx
Thanks Abby, it’s a horrible time right now but trusting it’ll get easier x
I love your writing, this one was quite personal. I’m also T1D and have been for 14 years and counting… as T1Ds, we have an excellent support network and although the diagnosis is rough and can be rocky getting to grips with it all, I can say that once your storm settles, the joy of food, a full and exciting life is still very much possible. Sending love and support to you and yours!
What an absolutely gorgeous and hopeful message, thank you so much Rachael 🧡
Hi Ciara I just wanted to say that your words have perfectly and painfully and beautifully captured such a difficult moment I’m sure for your family. Your story has really resonated with me as this year my baby girl has been diagnosed with severe food allergies after having an anaphylactic shock. As a family who love food and cooking almost as much as you it has been a hard adjustment where meals have become anxiety fuelled and I have also had to turn to processed foods and out of season groceries which felt totally wrong to me. We do what we can in the tricky moment to get through it but I have no doubt you’ll find a path that works for you and your family. Wishing you all the best xxx
Thank you so much Niamh and huge hugs to you too in a scary and difficult time. Just hoping the rawness and strangeness passes soon and we can get on with our new way x
Thinking of you and Easkey. 💚
Once the overwhelm passes you’ll pull through with flying colours. 🌈✨🪷
You will adjust. It’ll take time and research (there are definitely other, more sustainable and healthier ways to manage this) the information is out there.
Take your time with these feelings and don’t overload on information.
Keep getting in nature, helps with the processing.
Ciara _ I am so sorry !! All that wonderful food and care and still this. My late hubby had type 1 and if you ever want a chat I'd love to share -the whole foods, unprocessed are still valuable and there is lots of research on high protein diets. But know you are only coping with the shock and what sounds like a very traditional medical approach if they are talking about Coca Cola etc . They have helped you diagnose and had a role -I am sure you will find your own way after that. Lovely piece again -and of course heart felt x
Thank you Monica I would actually love to chat with you x
can you email me at monica@monicahaughey.ie or give me a ring anytime x
Challenging times for you and your family Ciara. Yet I feel you will persevere - you have beloved family, what a blessed mum, supportive friends, resilience and vision. Keep going, keep believing and take care. Be gentle with yourself.
I’m in awe of how you can capture moments like these in your writing, it feels like I’m sitting there with you through it all. Your family is the perfect support for Easkey and she is the strongest, bravest little girl I know. You’ve got this 🩷
Ciara, I read your most recent post and realised I had missed something so came back to this. I am so sorry to read this. What an unwelcome visitor you now have to accommodate. I will be thinking of you as you feel into all those hard places and make maps for the road ahead. With a lot of love xxx
My heart aches for what you are going through with your little girl. I’m sure the situation feels even harder, when the medical advice and protocols conflict so profoundly with the way you and your family live and eat.
Hopefully as time goes on, you’ll figure out the best way forward for your little one. Sending much support and light for the days ahead.
That made me cry! ❤️❤️ Catch ya for a pint soon a chara xx
Oh Ciara, so much love to you. What grace and generosity you bring to your writing, and to being Easkey’s magical mum.
Your blog has really encouraged me to dedicate more time to reading, currently it’s Wintering by Katherine May. Xxx
‘Life meanders like a path through the woods. We have seasons when we flourish and seasons when the leaves fall from us revealing our bare bones. Given time, they grow again’
I loved that book♥️ thanks a lovely quote xxx
The emotion in your writing is so beautiful and raw ❤️ our little Easkey is fierce, brave, resilient and kind, she gets that from you, with you guiding her this storm will settle, you will find your way but know we are here by your side. Love you x
Love you 💛
I am weeping. What a shitstorm you have all been through. I love you & I’m with you xx
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Sending lots of love x